behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams

surprise entry

2009-08-16T18:05:00.000+08:00

i miss blogging on blogger so i decided to drop by and update this blog for fun.
so HELLO blogger!

there's so many things to say. i'm doing really good, no doubt.
but definitely with the presence of that someone, my life is so much better.
he is everything i could ever asked for.

"sometimes you yearn for someone perfect but nobody can be perfect.
be grateful of what you have around you." -quoted by dil.

i love his personality the most. his smile and laughter. his loving nature.
he never fails to give the best advice and cheer you up when you're having a bad day.
he is always there in times when you need him.

he is definitely someone worth it. he is priceless. :D

a post dedicated to dil. :)

2009-06-16T23:38:00.003+08:00

I don't need anyone to tell me what do and not to do.
I know what I'm doing and I'll do what I'm going to do.
Meanwhile you just go and dig up something useful to nose about.
Friends who know me, feel free to ask my new blog url via msn.
Thanks! :)

P.s: I'm just tired of this blog, I guess. I know I keep on saying it but still on it.

Meanwhile let's just go gaga over this cutesy baby.

Indonesian babies with mixed heritage are adorable beyond belief.

Alone again

2009-05-31T22:28:00.004+08:00

Baby hear my cry, just bear the obvious in my eyes
To hear this emptiness going through a drum like my life depend on you

You'll be my first to last. <3

Akhirnya ku sendiri lagi
Setelah lewati hariku dengannya
Akhirnya ku termenung lagi
Cinta berlalu begitu saja

Tak pernah ku dapat yang setia
Apa karna ku tidak sempurna
Selalu saja aku yang salah
Dan akhirnya aku yang menderita

Chorus:
Lagi dan akhirnya ku sendiri lagi
Karna kekasihku yang pergi
Meninggalkan sejuta kerinduan
Yang masih terpendam
Perih yang membuat hatiku sakit lagi
Karna pergi dan tak kembali
Meninggalkan sejuta kerinduan
Yang masih terpendam

Sedih kisah cintaku ini
Rapuh hatiku saat ini
Sedih jalan cintaku ini
Dan akhirnya yang terjadi kini...

Chorus

Kerinduan yang masih terpendam

I love this song, cause Vetto loves it.
Nah kidding. I love it more than he does. :P
Another late night call from him.
I'm lovin it. Hahahaha.

Totally Random

2009-05-31T22:24:00.002+08:00

for a change, i thought i'll just drop by here and say...

I'M LOVIN IT.

*bite lips*

2009-01-29T11:13:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I spent my time online helping my little brother with his "little" assignment. Creating a blog. Haha. To him it was a big thing. A big project assigned by his teacher. It took us almost 3 hours. We went on search for a blog skin for him. Trust me, he was very fickle with his choice. And then I had to teach him the basic html codings. He was frustrated learning all that. He almost gave up. Haha. Then we search him a tagboard. WOW! He was excited. And then we went on to find him a music hosting site. Damn we took hours and hours because he had a huge selection of songs he wanted. Kids nowadays. But his blog turns out pretty good for a 13 year old boy. Way good actually because I've seen his other classmates blog attempt. Pretty good. Haha.

Anyways, if a girl makes a guy cry that is totally wrong, right?
Just a question.

Oh ya & I got myself hongbao from my colleagues yesterday. *Happy*

And i'm craving for some hot chocalate right now. *Gulp*

Toodles!

2009-01-28T12:13:00.001+08:00

I can't think right these past few days.
I need a break.
Work is killing me.
But thank god for the holidays.
Off to work now. Ugh! Toodles.

2009-01-27T12:24:00.000+08:00

blog is under construction. i don't know what i want to do. delete it, renew it. we'll just see.

Random Survey

2009-01-23T22:26:00.002+08:00

Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
I have enough.

How many texts are in your inbox?
432.

Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
Campbell.

Who was the first person you talked to today ?
Akmal.

Hows life going for you right now?
Okay.

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Yeah. I shouldn't have said those things.

What time did you wake up this morning?
8.30am.

Are you keeping a secret right now?
Kinda.

What if you had a baby with the last person you text?
Haha. Then i'm gonna have sepet babies.

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
I don't have pretty eyes.

When' s the next time you' ll see your closest friend?
I don't know.

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
I was furious and sad.

What do you like about winter?
The fact that I have never experience it makes me like it.

Who was the last female you talked to?
My sister, Alt.

Are you wearing anything on your feet?
Its naked.

Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
Nope.

Have a best friend?
A few.

How much do you text?
Very much.

how are you feeling?
Crappy.

Did you ever lose a friend?
Yeah, friends come and go.

Can you spell well?
Yes. W.E.L.L. ^_^

Have you ever been betrayed by a bestfriend?
Never really. I guess.

Have you ever walked outside in the rain?
Yes. When I was playing in the rain with yours truly.

Do you think your a good person?
I believe I am. I try my best.

Two names you go by?
Milly, Melly.

Four things your wearing right now?
Shirt. Boxer. Anklet. Necklace.

Where did you just get back from?
From work.

What are you thinking about ?
^_^

If you could change something, anything, what would it be?
Think before you talk.

Would you ever go back to any of your past relationships?
Nah. I rather move on.

Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Always!

Is someone on your mind right now?
Again, always!

Do you curse a lot?
WTF?!

Are you too forgiving?
Depends on the situation.

Do you want someone you can't have?
Nahh. Whatever there is for me, I'm happy.

Do you have a bad temper?
I don't think so.

Do you have a lot of shoes?
Not really.

Do you like your life so far?
Sure why not.

Are you doing anything tonight?
Sleep.

Do you think you type fast?
I don't care really.

Do you delete people off of Myspace?
Yeah. Those people whom I can call grandpa.

Did you cry at all today?
Not yet.

Do you miss someone?
So much please.

Do you use an alarm clock?
Only for these few days.

What were you doing at 5 am?
Sleeping.

How many girls would you just love to shoot?
I love this question. Girls who dislike me for no reason.

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
Work.

Do you trust anyone?
Just a few.

2 days ago

2009-01-20T12:40:00.004+08:00

my first post in 2009. not much to blog about. i'm just too lazy. this is like 2 days ago entry. lol.

anyways, my big cousins got married. happy for them. two weddings from mum and dad side. it was such a long day. initially, i didn't wanna go. but dad hesitate us(me & sis) to go. i hate weddings. i dislike the makciks. no hard feelings. i just dislike the way they are very blunt with their words sometimes. saturday wedding at changi resort was okay. i didn't have a camera, so no pictures. and then came sunday, the wedding from dad's side. i love the decor. its pretty. blablabla. let the pictures do the talking.

i think there are more videos than pictures and videos take the whole day to upload. i'll upload it when i'm free. i have to rush to work. toodles. :D

Takipsilim

2008-12-27T19:44:00.005+08:00

Does it look familiar?

HOVER ON THE POSTER IF YOU HAVE NO CLUE.

Apparently there is a Filipino version of Twilight.
And it cause an outrage among the "Twilighters" there.
And the name "Takipsilim"? Haha. Sounds funny to me.

girls are like m&m's

2008-12-27T11:59:00.003+08:00

oh and check out this...

Year End Sale

2008-12-27T11:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was such a busy day. As reported in news, the queue was really long. People started queuing as early as 8am, when the actual opening time is 8.30am. But time past by really fast. It was a really tiring day but I guess it wasn't that bad. By the time it was 10pm, everyone start limping around and that include sis and her boyfriend and her boyfriend's friends. Haha. Pity them for sure. No doubt why everyone was tired since they started arriving at work like freaking 7.30 in the morning. Definitely a morning torture to wake up early for work. But nevermind that...I heard the word "incentives"! Lmao. My hands and legs are aching and I still have to work. Ugh! A very good Saturday morning everyone! :D

ugh!

2008-12-24T20:25:00.003+08:00

I hate when everyone relies on me to tell my dad this and that. And its not even my problem. Every single thing they inform through me and not directly to the person itself. I'm so stressed out by all this, I just feel like bursting into tears but I'm just holding it back. I can't talk to my dad. He is like the most hardest person to talk things out. If its a no, then its a no. This damn problem is fucking complicated that I just feel like shouting at everyone who pissed me off. I can't shout at my dad because he is my dad. I can't shout at my executive because she is my boss. What else am I supposed to do. My damn brother won't even say a thing because he is just damn stupid who never says no or voice things out. And I have to make every fucking decision for him? FUCK. Nobody is helping me out because everyone want things to be in their way. Selfish, stubborn, egoistic human beings. I'm sick of it already. Can anybody just cheer me up now?

december baby

2008-12-23T17:58:00.006+08:00

happy 21st birthday to the ahem boy, rifdi!
what does ahem stands for rifdi?
a-ehhhh h-handsome e-eeeee m-maluuuuuu
ehhhhh handsome, eeeeee maluuuuu.
ok what the hell. toodles.

"cmc diam okay? da bace diam. jangan karut2 all the way. annoying je. :p"

cmc asked me to delete what i write but sorry okay. not listening to your words. :p
so i actually reset my password on my blogger account then i forgot the password. silly silly me. well, that explains the reason for the MIA. but anyways, i am actually so lazy to update. pretty troublesome. i rather write my daily entry on my own personal diary. which i did. which nobody will ever gets to read it. heee. ^_^

a piece of advice; be happy always.

sunday morning

2008-12-07T12:15:00.005+08:00

CMCMCMCMCMCMCMCMCMCMCMCMCMCMCMCMC! *inside joke*
i'm so lazy to reply CMC right now. haha.
i get your message, you're at home.
if you read this, sorry okay. lazyyyyy to reply. hoho!
i'll just ring you up later.

damn i'm bored at home. two days off since tomorrow is a public holiday.
currently watching a webcam wideo live at mecca. aunt sent a link to watch.

click to watch!

watch it. its like !@$#%(*%*! no, i'm not cursing. i'm speechless. you get the touchy feeling watching it. idk how you feel when you're really there.

Winter Frost

2008-12-03T20:59:00.003+08:00

Something caught my eyes. No..not bugs. Ok lame. Well, I'm never, really, very much fond of watches but this Swatch Winter Frost really gives me the urge to buy it.

Its a best gift for Christmas, birthday presents etc.
But my birthday is in 8 months. Damn! Hehe.

Twilight again

2008-12-01T11:09:00.009+08:00

Its already December, the end of the year and soon comes 2009, a brand new year. Time flies by so fast. I'm gonna turn the big 20 next year. I'm not sure if that's exciting and something to look forward to. Well, heck that. Wawan is turning 18 in 2 days and he's been reminding me all the time and demanding a gift. Hah! Kiss my ass la Wawan. I give you money to go Zoukout la. 18 already right? Hehe. Anyways, my Twilight movie is coming soon. If i'm not wrong, its 18 December. Counting down baby. I'm re-reading Twilight again. It is that good. You have to read it! So much anticipating on Twilight, Mango Sales is coming soon on December 10 plus all kinds of Year End Sales going around. All this sales are reminding us that the year 2008 is coming to an end.

And did i ever mention that i got my fringe cut? Melly have bangs now. Like does it even matter. Haha. Damn i regret it. Whatever you wanna say, it will somehow grow back. Hoho. And I love my music playlist. Don't you?

i just wanna say i love you

2008-11-26T21:22:00.003+08:00

Nothing much.

It says it all. Don't you just love this song? It made me smile, really. ^_^

birthday boys

2008-11-24T21:30:00.003+08:00

bete ahhhh! ugh! i don't understand everyone. just leave me alone. i wanna go blast music in my ears to sleep. ugh ugh ugh ugh! ok, cool down.

today is alfis birthday and as a friend, i wish you a happy birthday. tomorrow is bimbim birthday. haha. very 'sweet' of him to remind me his birthday when i was on msn just now. wth. okay, happy birthday to you. i sound so (bla) not sincere wishing people's birthday. lol. but really, happy birthday you guys! now, much better. anyway, thanks to bimbim for the song "Mungkin" by Potret that i keep on listening to it repeatedly. right timing. i really need a mellow song to put me to sleep after all these days. now, goodnight everyone.

Wild Child

2008-11-23T11:13:00.008+08:00

Lazy Sunday morning. Awaken by sepetz call. cb. Haha. Kidding la. On the phone with him as I'm typing. Sepetz was late for work and decided to take cab, and that cab driver thought he's chinese. hahaha! hahahaha! hahahahahahaha! Ok enough. I was just exaggerating on the laughter part. Well, blame it on that beady, sepet eyes. Anyway, I just got a letter from TP regarding my application for poly. Haha. I thought the deadline of submitting the documents is over so I thought yeah whatever la, I'll try other poly. Never know they are actually still waiting for my documents to be sent over. But blaaa, I don't think I want that course. I'm waiting for SP. I'm not sure if I should go for part time or just quit my job and study full time. Ughh. Still thinking. Anyway, I wanna catch this movie, Wild Child. It seems interesting and..fun. Very much like Mean Girls except, they are wild not mean. Isn't Emma Robert related to Julia Robert? No wonder, the name sounds familiar. Godd, it's been a while since I last catch a movie. I'm waiting for Twilight movie but that is in December. Anyway enjoy the trailer if you haven't catch it. Toodles. :D

New beginning perhaps?

2008-11-22T23:45:00.010+08:00

Things are just about to get better and I think I'm feeling sick. 22 November is better than 18 November. I hope tomorrow will be much2 better than all those sucky days I've been through. Today Needa got married. Thats good news. Congrats & best wishes to the newly weds. Today I've been really quiet. Calls and smses are still left unread. I'm sorry. Just need to be alone for a while. Have a good weekend! :D

The Newly Weds *steals* ^_^v

*(edited)

heart in two

2008-11-19T21:44:00.003+08:00

i wanted to blog about this guy which i find really suspiciously fake. but i decide to wait till i feel like blogging about him. things can wait. i actually write a lot but i decide to post later.

everything was okay. work is okay.
sepetz watch madagascar today. good for him. i'm gonna watch it some other day.
reefdy is sick today. boohoo! get well soon, hopelessly devoted. yeah, he figures out my blog already. i shouldn't have wrote his name because he google it. bleah~ how clever.

my heart is in two. what does that mean? yay! one for you and the other for you. yay!

*sarcasm*

i still hate you. :D

b**ch

2008-11-18T11:52:00.005+08:00

if you chose that path, sticks to it.
god, i hate people like that.
unreasonable and #%@&*!

its 12pm, and i've yet to get myself ready for work. i have no mood to go to work. i just feel so lazy and ugh! yesterday night was already fucked up, i hope today would be a brighter day.

on the phone with sepetz now. he knows i'm blogging and he told me not to write anything about him because i won't tell him my blog link. but yeah im gonna give a shout out to you bitch. hahaha. sepets boy is in the BLOG. ok lame. wth.

sepetz knows what i'm going through (yeah because i was on the phone with him last night and he somehow knows my mood suddenly changed) and then we talked about it and then we just let it all out. i wanted to scream but it was almost 1am so its not appropriate to scream. haha.

and oh that call just now, it wasn't neccessary.
i shouldn't have answered the call. its pointless and to think 'he' hang up just like that. WTFH! well, hello! why call to hang up? what a moron. you just fucked up my night, thank you. sepetz told me to ignore people like this because they just wanna make you feel even worse. no, don't worry, i'm already at my worst top.

i'm not gonna be nice anymore. enough for now.

Dreams

2008-11-15T21:36:00.003+08:00

My dreams are getting wilder. One day, I dreamt that I went to Paris. (Hah!) Another day I dreamt that Singapore is snowing. But it was a sweet dream, really. It was sweet beyond words. I do sometimes wish, dreams do come true. Haha. But not the part where Singapore is snowing because that will never happen. If it did, I'm gonna pack my bags and run away.

And out of the blue, Ab messaged me he dreamt about me. Wth. I'm sure it was a nightmare. Haha. :D

Guys are a BITCH.

2008-11-12T22:42:00.005+08:00

Foto ini buat Bulky, tmen indo ak yg sgt baik hati.

He always listens to my problems and advise me.

He is like a brother to me. Get it? A brother.
I must always emphasize it clearly, if not people misunderstood me
and goes finger pointing and assuming and that is just damn irritating.

If you don't care, tell me. Don't just ignore. It's frustrating. Thank you.

do you have a blog?

2008-11-11T21:08:00.004+08:00

do you have a blog? yes i do.
can i have it? no...find it yourself...

and to think he actually know my blog url just that he thought its my sis.
"your sis blog is black lipgloss something kan?"

err..wth?! haha.

and no, i won't tell you reefdy.

my weekend

2008-11-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

i was pretty busy to update really.

the night before going to JB
actually, i couldn't get any sleep at all...i couldn't get myself to sleep until it was almost 2am when my batt ran low talking with reefdy. haha. mr hopelessly devoted. he just love to sing and i love to sing along. lmao.

okay let's get back. i guess there were so many things happening in such a period of time till it makes me go nuts. seriously, i have been having sleepless nights these days...THINKING...thinking hard about stuff i shall not elaborate further because i don't intend to because it just makes me all red mad. grrr! whatever.

the morning before going to JB

so, it was 8 in the morning, we had breakfast and went to visit the place where arroyo was buried before we head down to JB. the weather was great. it was raining and i love rain. not heavy rains. just drizzling rain.

the afternoon at JB
it was pretty fun. i mean weddings at malaysia is pretty different. the whole day i spent my time playing around with iqbal and shakira. its the first time i met the little ones. i know my two cousins had given birth to a daughter and the other a son but i have never ever met the kids and they are like 1 or 2 now.

iqbal; he was shy at first but after that he is like little cheetah.

shakira; if you have a camera in front of her, she will pose for you.

gahhhhh, im lazy to update. my comp is lagging, ill update more later.

R.I.P. Arroyo

2008-11-08T21:01:00.005+08:00

She fell but nobody knows. She turns cold, shivering in pain when my aunt touched her. She can't move. Almost paralyzed. 3am on friday morning, she was rushed to the hospital. At 6pm, I received a phone call from my brother and was told that she was okay.

Relieved.

When they are kitties still.
(From left: Arroyo, Mega, Bobo)

She was the youngest of them 3, but why must she go first before the rest? I'm deeply saddened by the fact that she is gone now. She was the only cat that I play around with between the other 2. I am supposed to visit her today and see her get active, running around but she's gone.

I hope she rest in peace. I literally cried when I found out and I'm still teary when i think about her.

Rest in peace Arroyo. <3
(29.01.01-08.11.08)

Pay Day

2008-11-07T12:07:00.006+08:00

at last, the day that i've been waiting for...
PAY DAY!

*grins widely*

^________________________^

this weekends, i'll be going to JB for my cousin's wedding. yipeee! not that i actually care about his marriage or him getting married or whatsoever or not, i just wanna shop there. haha. i remember going to his wedding at negeri sembilan which makes me all pissy because the weather is so hot and the ride is so long, i swear i'm not going there anymore. but ehh, jb is nearer, plus i'm getting my pay...weeee...sounds like a ...

shopping spree!

Drive My Soul

2008-11-04T22:00:00.001+08:00

"I hate guys who are rude.
No respect and have a big alter ego.
FULL STOP.

I just wanna run away from everything.
From everyone like yourself.

Thanks for eveything."

- melly

Another boring post

2008-11-03T21:23:00.001+08:00

Hey Ladies

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua laki-laki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Melly and the Pumpkin Guy

2008-10-31T21:39:00.003+08:00

What's new?

Okay soooooooo...I guess my hormones are imbalance. Wth?!
What else? I'm fucking broke! B-R-O-K-E!
7 days to payday and I can't survive without money. No way!
I can't get over the fact that Rizzy did catch Camera Obscura.
Kohpangan island is LOVE, and Rizzy is going there late December. LuckyBitch!
Hanna is attached sm Jenna ~~si badut sarkas~~. *kidding*
Iya...sukses buat mereka berdua.

I'm addicted to sinetron Roman Picisan.

Okay, don't bother. Old news. *yawns*

I want candies!
Trick or TREATS!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE!

Stoo-piiiiid.

2008-10-29T21:36:00.001+08:00

rizzy gets to go watch camera obscura.
*jealousy rising up*

Lost in Love

2008-10-25T21:22:00.003+08:00

I know I've talked about this movie in an old entry of mine back in June/July. But I just couldn't get enough of it. I'm 101 % sure that whoever who watch this is gonna fall in love with the cuteness and colours of the movie. Plus with its gorgeous casts, Pevita, Richard and Arifin,i'm sure everyone couldn't wait for its release!

How crazy I am over this movie?
I guess to the extend I memorize the lines?

I know what the hell? I'm sure those who knows me gets irritated often over the phone because I love to say lines from the movie.

Favourite Lines:...

- Gesong Gesong! Yes Gesong!
- I want hot chocalate please. Yes yes. Hot chocalate. 50 Euro, Enough?
- Ini lho 50. 50.
- Phew! Ngerti juga.
- Err..you and I understand... Goooood! Okay? :D
- Listen..er..my english..not so good.
- Why you don't stop the bus? Theres a bus stop!

Ok enough. Haha.
Ya I know. I will keep on repeating it till you get irritated.
I'm sure many have been a victim of it. Heh.

This movie is actually a sequel of Eiffel...I'm in Love. So if anyone wanna catch Lost in Love, you must must must watch Eiffel..I'm in Love first.

Few Favourite Parts of Eiffel..I'm in Love

I rate it 5 bites. :D

paranoid andriod

2008-10-21T22:15:00.004+08:00

i'm still being paranoid by all these. when can it stop? should i or should i not? i need answers. help? i ask rizzy and of course la, he loves to disturb me and gets me even more paranoid. all the hoohahs and the wild imagination like a kitty chasing a chiwawa. err..? lol. i'm taunted questions by questions from people related to him. i can't breathe la. can they just leave me alone? can't i have peace at least? i know its just a question. so what. well, if you keep on asking me, it'll get me thinking more and more and i can't decide or i'll change my perception, my thinking, change what i want and everything because you get me thinking hard. sometimes i feel its like i need to meet all expectations, THE expectations by THESE people. its like die-die must follow if not you die. yeah, something like that. i don't know how to elaborate. i sucks at elaborating it into further details. but you get what i mean? err...

i don't know if anyone understand what i'm talking about but whatever. i don't even understand myself. goodnight.

before i forgot...
happy belated 18th birthday to bee bee shakila! see you soon. ;)
and happy 20th birthday to hafiizh! :)
and to my dear mum who have been there for me since forever, happy birthday to you too. i love you! :)
and oh! thanks iyl for teman-ing me just now to get my overdue certs but in the end i still didn't get to take the cert because office is open during working hours only. shit! but at least i get to visit Bishan. ;)

Woman and Man

2008-10-17T22:50:00.002+08:00

I got this email form a wanwan about man and woman.
Maybe its old but who cares.

Believe it or not.
Woman has Man in it;
Mrs. has Mr. in it;
Female has Male in it;
She has He in it;
Madam has Adam in it;
No wonder men always want to be inside women!

Men were born between the legs of a woman, yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back between the legs of a woman....

Why?

BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME

Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now...
DOESN'T IT?

missing in action boy

2008-10-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

days: estimated 2 weeks
reason: lost of mobile phone during raya @ malaysia.
reaction: speechless. errr no...more like errrrr wth?!! so angry and pissed la. but i laugh all the way. wth melly.

because i'm a kind-hearted person who forgives and forget, you're forgiven.

to you know who. :P

Casio Exilim

2008-10-12T13:14:00.002+08:00

I just bought Casio Exilim EX-Z300 a few days ago. Goddddd! I feel so broke now. I kinda just got my pay and now its gone for the camera. Boohoo! But anyways, the features are great. It's a 10.1 megapixel, have extra features like...

• YouTube™ Capture Mode
• Face Recognition
• Auto Shutter
• Voice Recording Included
• Make-up Shot

And right now, I'm enjoying clicking and snapping pictures every now and then. Crazy girl. But anyways, yeahh...I don't have any Raya pictures because I don't have a camera then. Haha. But now i do. Weeeeeeeee~

First picture I took from my new camera...a corner of my living room.

2008-10-11T12:39:00.002+08:00

TWILIGHT COMING SOON!

Thanks

2008-10-09T11:32:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was such a hectic day...no? YES. Pretty much everything i was doing...i was doing it in a rush. Running and catching after the time. I was working...as usual. There were tons of work to do...as usual. And again...LATE...as usual.

I'm thinking too much these days. Sleepless nights. Can't be at work on time. WTH is wrong with me? Sheeshh. It's driving me insane, crazy, nuts. FCUK!

I am always moody. I vent anger on everyone that was talking to me. I get so pissy easily. I'm sorry to those who did experienced my mood swings. I'm not sure what is wrong with me. I feel sick. Sick of everything that i'm sick of. I don't want any problems in my life...so please..."problems" stay away from me. I don't need you to make my life more miserable than it already is.

Anyway, thanks to those who makes me feel better...

To Rizzy, who always calls me chihuahua (wth?) and never fails to crack me up when i'm pissed. To Wawan who err..well..err..always makes me "-_-. Haha. Well at least I laugh at it. Keep on miss calling. To Rezza (bacen), who already gets well from his flu after blowing..Keep on blowing and you will get well. Wth! Cracks me up big time. To Wanwan, who always thinks I was moody because of him. Well, partly but just 0.01%. But no, and stop apologizing. Haha. You know why, its about A, B and C. Sssshhhh! To Hanna, thanks for the advice. Forget everything and start a new. Ga mungkin kita bisa dapet segala2nya. True. Thanks ya say. To Dolly, well you always have nice things to say. Even your msgs make people smile. To Shandy, gw cwe bukan cwo. Ngerti lho? And gw org asli singapore. Lol. Funny guy. Just because I don't know what is bedog (stupid him for spelling it wrongly) which is actually bedok, he says i'm not a singaporean because i don't know what it is. Haha. Endless harmless fights makes me forget all my problems.

Thanks ya buat semuanya. ^_^v

Rizzy P

2008-10-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

my conversation with rizzy is so funny la can?
it all started with him nudging me a zillion infinity times. he's rarely on msn and he's a dumb user of msn messenger PERIOD. he don't even know that those nudges can't be use on busy status. not that it can't be used, its just that nothing really affects you. no buzz, no sounds, duh!

theabilitytoReason. says (10:17 PM):
im so tired sey
theabilitytoReason. says (10:17 PM):
due to yesterdays jalan raye hardcore style
theabilitytoReason. says (10:18 PM):
i slept the whole day la
theabilitytoReason. says (10:18 PM):
so rired
theabilitytoReason. says (10:18 PM):
tired*
theabilitytoReason. says (10:18 PM):
jalan raye, run here run there
theabilitytoReason. says (10:18 PM):
play rocket wit frens
mellymillymolly says (10:18 PM):
err...ok?
theabilitytoReason. says (10:19 PM):
hari raye zoukout at my fren's
mellymillymolly says (10:19 PM):
aiyoooo! dose2
theabilitytoReason. says (10:19 PM):
tak oit
theabilitytoReason. says (10:19 PM):
tak mabok tak dose tau
theabilitytoReason. says (10:19 PM):
bluek
mellymillymolly says (10:19 PM):
ape jeeeee
mellymillymolly says (10:19 PM):
zoukout da dose

and he loves making people pissed off again and again with his name calling and all those jazz.

theabilitytoReason. says (10:21 PM):
sabar ok!
theabilitytoReason. says (10:21 PM):
cheers up milli darlin
mellymillymolly says (10:21 PM):
shut up!
theabilitytoReason. says (10:21 PM):
hahahaaha
theabilitytoReason. says (10:21 PM):
its ok, wats his name?

theabilitytoReason. just sent you a nudge.

mellymillymolly says (10:21 PM):
err...chiwawa
theabilitytoReason. says (10:22 PM):
aiyo dose
theabilitytoReason. says (10:22 PM):
how can u call a man wit ugly moustache a dog like u
mellymillymolly says (10:23 PM):
cbcbcbcbcbcbcb
theabilitytoReason. says (10:23 PM):
aiyo dose!!!!
theabilitytoReason. says (10:23 PM):
k bye!! im gone wit the win in msn
theabilitytoReason. says (10:24 PM):
for real
mellymillymolly says (10:25 PM):
ohhhhhhhhh rizzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyy
theabilitytoReason. says (10:25 PM):
diam bacin

and he goes...

theabilitytoReason. says (10:25 PM):
i wana watch bende dose
mellymillymolly says (10:25 PM):
what?
mellymillymolly says (10:25 PM):
aiyoooooo!!
theabilitytoReason. says (10:25 PM):
cannot tell u
mellymillymolly says (10:26 PM):
whaaaaatttttttttttttt?
mellymillymolly says (10:26 PM):
TELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!
theabilitytoReason. says (10:26 PM):
ala cannot
mellymillymolly says (10:26 PM):
TELL AHHHHHHH!!!
theabilitytoReason. says (10:26 PM):
wait
mellymillymolly says (10:27 PM):
issshhhhh
theabilitytoReason. says (10:27 PM):
ala cannot
mellymillymolly says (10:27 PM):
wth

theabilitytoReason. just sent you a nudge.

theabilitytoReason. says (10:28 PM):
milli
theabilitytoReason. says (10:28 PM):
milli
theabilitytoReason. says (10:29 PM):
wei milli aksyen
mellymillymolly says (10:29 PM):
whattttttttt
mellymillymolly says (10:29 PM):
dowan frienddddddddd la idiotttt
theabilitytoReason. says (10:29 PM):
redtube.com
theabilitytoReason. says (10:29 PM):
best website eva
mellymillymolly says (10:29 PM):
got what?
theabilitytoReason. says (10:30 PM):
video n games n more cool vids
mellymillymolly says (10:30 PM):
what kinda vids?
mellymillymolly says (10:30 PM):
The site you requested is not accessible.
For more information please check Media Development Authority.
theabilitytoReason. says (10:31 PM):
friendly utubekinda vids
mellymillymolly says (10:31 PM):
yaaaaaaaaayaaaaaaa
theabilitytoReason. says (10:31 PM):
y u cant visit?
theabilitytoReason. says (10:31 PM):
y?
theabilitytoReason. says (10:31 PM):
ok here... www.slutload.com
theabilitytoReason. says (10:31 PM):
k this is better i guess
mellymillymolly says (10:31 PM):
err...wth?!
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mellymillymolly says (10:32 PM):
wtf @ slutload?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
theabilitytoReason. says (10:32 PM):
hahahahahaha
mellymillymolly says (10:32 PM):
cb
theabilitytoReason. says (10:32 PM):
oh aiyo dose again
mellymillymolly says (10:32 PM):
your dose 100000000000000X
theabilitytoReason. says (10:32 PM):
milli ehk mulut nak kene chilli tau
theabilitytoReason. says (10:32 PM):
waT i do?
mellymillymolly says (10:32 PM):
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theabilitytoReason. says (10:33 PM):
aiyo y u go that kinda webby?
theabilitytoReason. says (10:33 PM):
dose tau
theabilitytoReason. says (10:33 PM):
hahahahah aiyo milli tak tau dose
theabilitytoReason. says (10:33 PM):
d
theabilitytoReason. says (10:33 PM):
o
theabilitytoReason. says (10:33 PM):
s

theabilitytoReason. says (10:33 PM):
e
theabilitytoReason. says (10:33 PM):
b
theabilitytoReason. says (10:33 PM):
s
theabilitytoReason. says (10:33 PM):
a
theabilitytoReason. says (10:34 PM):
r
mellymillymolly says (10:34 PM):
i never seeeeeeeee
mellymillymolly says (10:34 PM):
im just on google
theabilitytoReason. says (10:34 PM):
but u wana
theabilitytoReason. says (10:34 PM):
so niat da ade kan
theabilitytoReason. says (10:34 PM):
dose
theabilitytoReason. says (10:34 PM):
omg im so suci n u ask me to do tat
theabilitytoReason. says (10:35 PM):
u r super duper perv!!
mellymillymolly says (10:35 PM):
hahahaaaaaaa wth!
mellymillymolly says (10:35 PM):
idiot, im not in the wrong!
theabilitytoReason. says (10:35 PM):
im off
theabilitytoReason. says (10:36 PM):
we go shopin k
mellymillymolly says (10:36 PM):
k byeeeeee
mellymillymolly says (10:36 PM):
shooooooo chiwawa
theabilitytoReason. says (10:36 PM):
aksyen taik
theabilitytoReason. says (10:36 PM):
bye la
theabilitytoReason. says (10:36 PM):
dont call me i wana go out n fly
mellymillymolly says (10:36 PM):
you're a bird now?
mellymillymolly says (10:36 PM):
wowww
mellymillymolly says (10:36 PM):
ok big bird
mellymillymolly says (10:36 PM):
bbbyeeeeeeeee
theabilitytoReason. says (10:37 PM):
yes a bird tat live in ur underwear
mellymillymolly says (10:37 PM):
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
mellymillymolly says (10:37 PM):
dose lagi
theabilitytoReason. says (10:37 PM):
heeh heheh best nye
mellymillymolly says (10:37 PM):
da 485346073469 dose skrg
theabilitytoReason. says (10:37 PM):
4543212301.012121222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222.1 dose 4 u
theabilitytoReason. says (10:37 PM):
thnk u for usin DOSE HUB
mellymillymolly says (10:37 PM):
485346073470......ok da plus 1
theabilitytoReason. says (10:37 PM):
ZZZZ
mellymillymolly says (10:38 PM):
da uh byeeee
theabilitytoReason. says (10:38 PM):
tanak
mellymillymolly says (10:38 PM):
suke buat org tambah dose
theabilitytoReason. says (10:38 PM):
aksyen
theabilitytoReason. says (10:38 PM):
millliiii
theabilitytoReason. says (10:38 PM):
call me la later
mellymillymolly says (10:38 PM):
tgk uh
mellymillymolly says (10:38 PM):
hahahhaaaaaaaa
mellymillymolly says (10:38 PM):
what time laa big birdddddddddd
theabilitytoReason. says (10:39 PM):
gawd u seen my bird, aiyo dose
theabilitytoReason. says (10:39 PM):
k dont tell any1 k pls i know it BIG
mellymillymolly says (10:39 PM):
righhhhhhhhhtttttt. thanks for sharing.
theabilitytoReason. says (10:40 PM):
no prob
mellymillymolly says (10:40 PM):
dont worry i wont let everyone know....just a few.
theabilitytoReason. says (10:40 PM):
ok can, not so many k, later everbody wants to try me
theabilitytoReason. says (10:40 PM):
dont sell me k
mellymillymolly says (10:41 PM):
well im sureeeeee. youre so cheap,
everyone can have you.
theabilitytoReason. says (10:41 PM):
notty
theabilitytoReason. says (10:41 PM):
dose u said like tat
mellymillymolly says (10:41 PM):
well at least compared to you...im more angelic.
theabilitytoReason. says (10:42 PM):
angeLICK
mellymillymolly says (10:42 PM):
omg PERV sia you!
mellymillymolly says (10:42 PM):
hahaaaa idiot bitch. BYE! FOR REALLLLLLLLL!

haha. priceless uh this cb chiwawa.

fool

2008-10-06T11:48:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling adsfklnhdgohjfgknfhl!!
stupid stupid stupid.
stupid fool.

Salam Lebaran 2008

2008-10-02T20:57:00.003+08:00

(sources from Davin Ananda, tmen indoku)

Bulan Ramadhan sudah over.
Puase yok yok confirm dose.
Bulan Syawal kini tibe.
Melly ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raye!
Kalau ade tersilap atau terkasar bahase, Melly mintak sorry la yeee. :D

(steal from apis sms, jangan marah)

So yesterday, we went to a lot of houses. My sister and I were so excited that we stayed up pretty much the whole night and then got some sleep at ard 5 in the morning. It was pretty common for us. We do it every year.

So this year theme colour is RED. Dad got his outfit at the very last minute. He don't usually love the idea of wearing the same colour because when we want a certain colour he thinks it won't look good on him but since me and my sis wants to wear RED this year and he thinks red looks GOOD on him, he don't mind. Haha.

Being 19, which is consider the age where you musn't really expect to get anymore money collection, I was surprised that I still got it. Hehe. But only at this particular house where my sis and I didn't get collection and we start #$^*&@ and note down on our list of houses that we will not be visiting next year. Haha. Kidding. Well, maybe this is the last year of raye for me to enjoy getting free money, so i better raye 'hard'. Lol, hard?

So this year, I decided to come up with a special gift for my grandma. Something that everyone can contribute. So I made a big card and decorate it with the help of some of my cousins. And we made everyone say something sweet for my grandma on the card. Grandma was so cute. Her expression when she got the card is priceless. Seing her smile made my day. Hehe.

I got to meet up with the little ones. Its always once a year when I got to meet the little ones from German and Indonesia. And wow they have grown up so much. Only now, they are less cuter but handsome-r and prettier.

Today I returned to work just to find out that we have a new staff, Alice. She was assigned a new task from Cosmetics Supervisor to Senior Confidential Clerk at my department and I was assigned to teach her every single thing we do. But now that she's here, I feel less busy. I have to teach her everything in a day cause I will be on leave for the next 3 days and she will help to cover me. Now I won't feel that I owe so much work since someone will cover me.

And as of now while I'm typing, relatives are coming over for raye. I really should go lend my mum a hand and entertain my guests now. Errr...ok bye...toodles.

SALAM LEBARAN TO ALL MUSLIMS!
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN YA.

Twilight

2008-09-20T22:50:00.005+08:00

I've been wanting to get the book. Been months and months and finally, after much anticipation, I got the book that have been on my wishlist for quite some time. Its not really THAT expensive or whatsoever but I kept on delaying on getting it. I never regret buying it, and its WORTH IT.

So I've finish reading it and I just bought another 2 sequel of the book. In fact, I got everyone into reading it and good to hear, they LOVED it. In case, you've been wondering what I am talking about, its a novel by Stephenie Meyer, Twilight.

It's about Isabella Swan and the dashing Edward Cullen.
It's a thrilling tale of a vampire romance and I'm officially HOOKED.

The sequel of Twilight... New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.

What's even more exciting is the book is turned into a movie...

I definitely wanna catch this one...
12.12.2008
It's marked.

p.s: tagboard is being a bitch and i can't reply to tags, i'm thinking of changing tagboard again.
hmm...booyah!

the milli and rizzy show!

2008-09-10T22:01:00.004+08:00

updates updates and updates!

goddddd! i feel like catching a movie or something this week since i just got my pay and feel like splurging on something. i miss the smell of the theater and the popcorn, the nachos, the sweetcorn. haha. wth. its been ages and i can't even remember whats the last movie that i last watched. that bad. omg! suddenly i miss bishan where i used to skipped classes and go catch a movie and the breakfast at macdonalds and my classmates, my friends. i wonder what are they up to and how's life treating them. hmm...well hope they're doing awesome. its been like whaaattttt, half a year or so. thats pretty long. everyones been busy with their life, what to do. whatever it is, i wanna watch movie laaaaaaa!

dear iyl, you better set up a movie date or elseeee. hoho! i'm waiting.

theres a new hot show coming up and its called the milli and rizzy show! yeaps. thats right! stay tune for more!
hahahha. kidding. but if it really do happen, its gonna be the most crappiest show ever. haha.
but yaaa, dream on laaa. no one is gonna watch. get that rizzy? NO ONE IS GONNA WATCH OUR SHOW!
unless you have tyra as our guest star or maybe oprah and ellen as our co-host. wouldn't it be awesome?
hahha. yet again, DREAM ONNNNN!

rizzy is my alien bud that i did mention in my last few posts. why i called him alien? its a long story. a longgggg boring story that started off with 'Greeting Earthlings!' ahhh! skip that. i don't wanna bore those people who is reading, or not. well whatever, thats beside the point. the point is, rizzy is such a cool name ya know. milli picked it for him! rizzy is sooooooooo gonna squeek and go jelly-like if i go..oh rizzzzzyyyyyy! hahahaaa. funny guy.

now thank me for always mentioning your name in my blog. i know you like to be mentioned whattttttt.

well anyways, i got to go. anything else i forgot to mention? hmm...i don't think so.

Canon P

2008-09-05T20:45:00.004+08:00

Yet another sleepless night. i've been staying awake most of these days talking to rizwan muthusamy s/o rajaratnam a.k.a. 'alien'. hahaha. our phone conversation was priceless. he always crack me up laa. and yesterday was indeed another day that we talked crap. i've been blogging about our craps in all of my post huh. hahaaa. i wanna get a new camera and i asked him if i can get a camera that can see through laa. i was actually joking around and he recommended Canon P and i almost believe him la cause there's Canon D. And I asked him what does that P stands for.

"Its Canon P-pervert la idiot. Its the latest collection of Canon. You should check it out"
-___________________-"

Ha Ha. Very funny.

I've been replaying this song over and over cause I just love the beat and the BUT BY THE WAY...hahaaa. Can't believe that its actually him singing. I almost thought its some singer that I know. It was actually his voicemail song and somehow when i called him, it leads to his voicemail and tadaaaa! I heard it and as soon as the song ended I called him again and demand him to tell the title of the song and who sang it cause i sooooooooo wanna download it cause i majorly need new songs on my hp. Skali dier pulak. Aiyo! And I actually told him to not answer my call so that i can hear it again when it leads to his voicemail, and i recorded it using my hp. Desperate or what? Haha.

Its the 'Untitled' song cause I dont know the title. Haha.

But by the way...haha. That song according to him was 7-8 years ago when he was still 'young'. God..thats long or what. He told me he is gonna send the full song but I've yet to hear from him. Hmmm....where are you mr alien man? Meow!

Before I end, try this out and see if you gets to see what I see.
Just follow the instruction.

Asian Dolls

2008-09-03T22:37:00.003+08:00

I did some bloghopping today while waiting for buka and came across this hilarious, daredevil-ish video. Apparently, they're a bunch of TP students probably doing the PCD cover for fun. I never notice and I just realized Huda, an ex-classmate of mine during secondary school days, is part of the 'group-act'. Lmao. She really totally look different lah. But anyways, enjoy the vids! I find it addictive. You can catch their bloopers and blunders too...somewhere...just look around.

Toodles!

Escargot De La Bastille

2008-09-02T23:01:00.001+08:00

I don't know why but these days I have been bloghopping and found many bloggers that I used to know and used to blog return to the blogging days. Haha. I guess I'm also one of the few who chose to return to blog. Only that, I still keep my blog url unchange. I can't find a better name so i stick to this one. Till now, I still can't find a reason why I did..but I did return blogging. So no question about it. Isn't that exciting or what? Soooo, we'll see how long will I last. Haha.

Truth is, my blog is boring. Its too wordy, am i right?
I can't be bothered to be honest. I love typing. I miss typing.
On this blog I crap, I joke, I note down all the silly little things that happen in my life.

Ok so anyway, talked to Riz Gundusamy. We always talk crap about all things la. About my dirty little secret. And then we sing a song of sixpence...ok no...wth?! I was playing a song and he was like...I know this song..and I was like...thats my favourite song and then its his favourite song too and like...so we sang The Twist form Metric all night till the next freaking morning. This is what happen when Leo meets Leo.

Truth about Leos

We talk about our horoscope and disagree on some facts about Leo likee...they say Leos are dominant creature. *Beep2* I can't lead. And Riz is more of a follower.

I'm always late. He is always late too. Much..much later than me. Tsktsk. Booyah!
And blablablabla...there were a lot but I'm too lazy to type everything. And the Bete Ahhh is still addictive. We can't stop saying it. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!

Merci Rizwan.

2008-09-01T18:41:00.003+08:00

My head is spinning. I'm feeling so hungry right now.
Its JUST the first day of the fasting month. Another long way to go. Haha.
Nvm, its just another 30 minutes away. I'll just waste my time for now.
Weeeeeeeeeeee.

I was at work just now and was bombard with so many questions about the fasting month, i felt like as if i was being interviewed for some magazine that is doing some section about it. Haha. Cyeah!

"Dik, today you fast right?" Words from that cute chinese guy whom i mistook for malay. Eversince i start working there, I have never ever spoke a word to him nor have he ever spoke a word to me. Everytime I see him, I look away. Shy la. Haha. Wth? Now that he spoke to me, we started exchanging our hi's and bye's. Haha. How can he think I was arrogant? OMG! Everyone on the sales floor was asking me if i fast today, like DUH! Stupid question.

I love my workplace. Everyone is so friendly. The good thing working at my department is everyone in the company will know you. And suddenly my circle of friends widen.

And oh...anyone looking for a temporay job between this October to November. Admin work. Must go through interview though. Location at Isetan Katong (Marine Parade). Interested look for Sharon Tan or give a call at 63450453.

Ok gotta go! Its TIME! Selamat Berbuka!

Ramadhan

2008-08-31T20:24:00.005+08:00

I haven't been updating this blog. Booyahh!
I have a lot to blog about but I'm so lazy to type you see.

OMG OMG! Tomorrow is the start of the fasting month.
I can't wait. I don't know why I get so excited, seriously.

My sister and I have a lot of juicy ideas on how we are going to makeover our room this year. Not telling really. Probably I'm gonna post a photo of how our room looks like now. Its all white and purple-ish. I got bored of the colour already. Probably we're gonna try something daring. Wild colours. I'm not really sure. The planning is still being made. My living room is RED. Lol. Everyone thinks we are daring enough to paint the house red. Haha.

But anyways, I have already bought my baju kurung. Haha. I'm not sure if its too early. Family wanna wear RED this year. All the aunties laugh at us on how it matches and blend in with the wall at home. Funny. Well, the cuzzies, aunties, nenek, brothers, mummy and sis plus me of course, went out to pick what we want. Nenek bought for us all the baju kurung. I think she spent a total of 600 bucks for erm...7 lovely grand daughters and sons. Hehe. Thanks nenek. Mwah!

Tomorrow I must be extra careful. I'm just scared that I will forget that I'm fasting. Haha. I must always be super duper excited tomorrow so that I will ALWAYS remember. When I'm excited, I always remember, weird. Haha.

With that being said, HAPPY FASTING MONTH or SALAM RAMADHAN to all the Muslims!

Bete Ahh!

2008-08-26T12:07:00.004+08:00

Guess what? I slept at freaking 5 in the morning. I just had 5 hours of sleep now. Was talking on the phone with Riz Alien for freaking 4 hours talking about bete ahh! Lmao. And we sang along Tarzan and Jane song and the calcutta, i am the taxi driver man. Lmao. It was hilarious. And how he hated Nsync and love Spice Girls so much. Precious. And somehow i had fetish with burying boys alive and Barbies as my sidekick.

And oh..ohh..he wants to get Mc Chicken tomorrow because he knew he can't wake up for work tomorrow. I meant MC. Haha. And the devil in him forcing me to take MC too. No way! Haha. It was fun talking with you my alien buddy.

Gw udah BETE AHH! hahahahaha!

I'm gonna make him do my pictures the way he does it! Jealous!

its sethy's day

2008-08-25T12:06:00.002+08:00

BOO!
I'm still alive.
Lazy to blog since I was sick and its such a pain to face the screen.

Pain..Screen..Haha. Rhymes. (-_-)"

Going to work soon but i just wanted to publicly wish in my humble little blog..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SETTHYY!
UR OFFICIALLY 19!
lmao.how official does that sounds?

Olympics starts on my special day and ends on yours.
Hooray for us Olympi-ans? Err...Okay? (-_-)"

Well I hope you got many many gifts and got everything that you wanted and have the bestest birthday ever!
Skali lg, met ulang taun ya gong gong!

*pop confetti*
ooooooo! how fun?

ugh!

2008-08-22T10:58:00.002+08:00

im so sick. suddenly i got sick.
sicksicksick! my eyes are teary.
ughh! i think im getting bloody sick.
and YOU are making me giddy. okay?
bye.

Kelsey Briggs

2008-08-21T09:47:00.011+08:00

i just had to post this video that gaves me the goosebumps and tears rolling. I was youtube-ing and i landed on this video of a precious little girl, Kelsey Briggs. Apparently, its an old story so maybe some may have seen it and some may have not. But anyway, just watch.

To: Daddy From: Kelsey

For more videos of Kelsey:- HERE

good night good afternoon

2008-08-20T11:49:00.005+08:00

its 12pm and i need to get ready for work quickly.
i'm always late. well, who doesn't know.
but i'm still sleepy.

yesterday night i talked to sethy's dad. haha.
his dad is pretty cool. a very friendly guy.
the first thing he said to me was good night.
lol. goodnight? i always say goodnight when i'm about to put down the phone.
but i assume he meant have a good night and then we started talking blablabla...like how are you? would you rather live oversea or in singapore? haha. and the best part he asked me, are your father and mother still ALIVE? LMAO! duhhh! i'm still 19. my parents are considered "still young". tsktsk. i'm half independent and i still need my parents.

to sethy, your father told me to tell you not to smoke, help out your parents, don't go home late and study hard. seeee how caring your dad is. awwww. like father like son!

5 days till you turn a year older! i'm gonna cook you and garnish you with black pepper and serve it to the poor people in africa. yaaa, kamu ngerti maksud aku ya kan? haha. and yaaa awas ya sm cwo yg deketin km lalu minta nombor km tuh! haha. kamu itu aneh. makanya org aneh deketin sm km. tolol!

rezza bacen

2008-08-19T20:24:00.008+08:00

special EXTRA update because he wants me to blog about him like...err...okay?

rezza asked me to type what he says...
take note, i never say all this...yours truly said it...
"rezza is a cuteboy who likes to disturb me a lot. type cepat, we made a deal."
-__________-"

hahaha. bacenn, i can't believe i actually wrote what he said.

is it enough rezza? or you want me to add more? put up your pictures?
which eyyy? oh, your new picture with fira tu eyy?

cyeahhhh! ok daaaaa!

haha

2008-08-19T19:46:00.001+08:00

i wanna blog about my job and post pictures of my workplace but i can't because of stupid bacen.
i'm on the line so i can't transfer the pictures. stupid uh!

and no you won't find my blog rezza. :P

(editted*)

Jean-Francois Lazartigue

2008-08-18T22:21:00.005+08:00

I won't fork out hundred of bucks for hair products. Its too expensive.
But thank god there is someone who's willing to sponsor to do the payment.
^_________________________^

(Jean-Francois Lazartigue is one of the most renowned hair care specialists in France.)

Just this 3 J.F. Lazartique items cost 208!
But then again, i wouldn't mind if it really works.
Well, we'll just see if it really works.

My sis and me figure out that its time we get some help from experts with our hair...
like desperately....Its FALLING! Those who know us personally will know how terrible our hair condition are. Just that in pictures, it don't shows.

I wish i had not bleached my hair, seriously.

nokia 5610

2008-08-17T13:55:00.003+08:00

have i mention that i actually have already gotten a new handphone?
got myself a Nokia 5610 Music Express.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~

navigation layouts are such a turnoff

2008-08-16T21:50:00.007+08:00

i hate the navigation layout. troublesome and err...ya, troublesome. so i changed to a simple yet manageable layout. my eyes seems please with the changes so i'm sure it pleases yours too.
err...okay.

yet another boring day. kyla went for the interview at my place some days ago and yeah, she got the job. just because we were somehow 'related' in some ways and because...well, i peeked at the interview result. somehow, i felt guilt for cheating into getting her the job. well, i'm sure she get the job anyway. i was just making sure she DID get the job that i did some changes to the test. oops! not that it matters now.

well anyway, i just had a short convo with Ay just now. she's err...making me feeling curious. i'm not sure whats up with her. shes been moody eversince... *not telling* im bloody clueless and don't understand (YET) her problems.

im just hoping she's okay.

Lets see if anyone can figure out what she's trying to say...

Kenalin, ini Ay.

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[c=15]Ay[/c] just sent you a nudge.

mellysillygirl - GWB, fuckyou. says (9:38 PM):
iyaa syg

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:38 PM):
lg apa?

mellysillygirl - GWB, fuckyou. says (9:38 PM):
lg chat ajaaa

mellysillygirl - GWB, fuckyou. says (9:38 PM):
km?

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:38 PM):
mau mati

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:38 PM):
aku broken

mellysillygirl - GWB, fuckyou. says (9:38 PM):
kenapaaa?

mellysillygirl - GWB, fuckyou. says (9:39 PM):
crita donk

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:39 PM):
aku dkt 4ulan

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:39 PM):
*bulan

mellysillygirl - GWB, fuckyou. says (9:39 PM):
maksud kamu?

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:41 PM):
aku..

mellysillygirl - GWB, fuckyou. says (9:41 PM):
yaa...

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:41 PM):
deket ama cowo

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:41 PM):
4bulan

mellysillygirl - GWB, fuckyou. says (9:42 PM):
iyaa klo gitu apa salahnya sih sampe mau mati segala?

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:43 PM):
aku...

mellysillygirl - GWB, fuckyou. says (9:45 PM):
iyaa kenapaaaa.
km klo ada masalah, critain donk. jgn diam2 ajaa yaa.

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:43 PM):
soalnya aku..

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:43 PM):
aku ga tau gimana mau bilang ama kamu.

mellysillygirl - GWB, fuckyou. says (9:45 PM):
terserah sm km, mau critain ato ga.
klo km mau crita sm ak, you are welcome to do so okayy.
just assuring you.

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:50 PM):
sori mel, mama lg ada nih. rese ahh! ntar aja aku crita ama kamu. aku mau mati mell, aku ga tau lg sm siapa mau omgn. mama ga ngerti, papa jg. :(

mellysillygirl - GWB, fuckyou. says (9:51 PM):
okay, ak tunggu. jgn sedih donk.

[c=15]Ay[/c] says (9:52 PM):
aku text kamu aja ya. jgn lupa bales ya sayannk. met mlm! daaa..

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yang pasti ak masih belum lg terima sms dr ay.
goodnight! :D

you see you talk

2008-08-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

aku lagi frustasi nih!

today was a really BUSY day.
W.C will be on leave for 2 weeks. Why?
Vacation to INDIA! ya...of all places. lol.
we are really short of manpower nowadays.
but well, i heard there will be some ite students coming to do their attachment here.
i hope they can help lessen the workload. haha.

iya apalagi yaaa...
you see, you talk and then rumours.
go figure!

tomorrow is a saturday, guess what?
IM WORKING.

its nothing surprising really. haha.
wth. ok bye.

another day

2008-08-11T19:46:00.002+08:00

its been years since i had a new handphone. i'm planning to but a new one but i'm not sure what phone should i get. i'm a nokia user, so i'm gonna stick to that. so here i am browsing through newspapers, magazines, websites and brochures to find the one i like. i'm a really choosy person so it takes time to decide. i've got a list of things i wanna buy but i'll have to wait for my next pay.

now i wanna buy a new handphone, what next?

oh yeah... a new camera.
you see...i can't forever use arfiz's camera. haha.

so, tomorrow i gotta be at work early in the morning cause its gonna be a busy day for me and my colleague, since one of my executive transferred to other location while the other will be on leave. and yeah...tomorrow i have to call up successful candidates for their 2nd interview. oh god! i hate calling up people. and the day after tomorrow i have to conduct the 2nd interview. i'm not even a full timer and i work as if i am one. oh no, i'm not complaining.

Happy Birthdays

2008-08-08T23:55:00.001+08:00

Gw lagi super happy laaa.

Happy Birthday to Me M.E. Me..Melly!
Udah lama ga ketemu sama tmen gw satu ni, akhirnya ketemu juga di hari yg amat special buat gw. Super excited sayy. Its been what? Er...7 years? Yeahhh..Super long okay.

But anyways, I know I've abandoned this blog for like...3 months? But yeah, I'll blog whenever I can, I don't wanna completely abandon it. At least, I can read back what I wrote in 10 years to come. Lol.

So yeah, 080808. Special date? I know.

Sad thing on this very special day I had to work. Boohoo! But it was okay. Wishes from the colleagues and the presents and chocalates. Thanks a lot.

First person to wish me on my birthday goes to...
*drum rolls*

SETHY GONG GONG!

wohoooo!

ya emangnya dia la the first person to wish me kerna kita lagi ngobrol di telefon. haha.

he and his attempt to sing a birthday song. FAIL!
haha. kidding.

seriously, i thought of staying up late but i was too sleepy. and the next morning, tons of birthday messages. i couldn't reply it right away cause i had to rush for work but i took the effort of replying each and everyone after work. i even topped up happy 128 for the sake of replying my indonesian friends, davin, ger, torie, hanna and the rest not forgetting needa too. but anyway, thanks guyssss. appreciate it lots.

i stayed up till late night replying myspace & friendster comments to every single one and the last person to wish me was reezoowan. i thought he forgot but the did it on purpose since he can't be the first to wish, he chose to be the last. grr! but it was a fruitful day.

one of the best birthdays ever! sooo gonna celebrate it tomorrow with the nation!

before i go, HAPPY 43th NATIONAL DAY!
and to my new friend emi, happy birthday!
and to tante ida, happy birthday too!

i know lotsa of birthday wishes to come cos i sure know a lot of august babies!
riz alien, sethy, reezoowan and a lot more. weeeeeeeee~

2008-05-14T21:52:00.004+08:00

3rd day at work. Oh yeah baby, i'm working now.
Been pretty busy cos i only have one day off.
So many things to say but too little time.
Gotta go now. Toodles & enjoy the vid!

2008-05-04T15:59:00.002+08:00

I'm watching this movie as i type.

Its a nice movie to watch on a nice windy weekend(well, as of now). Lol. I've been watching too much movie on the lappy from BBB the movie, Kangen, Coklat Stroberi, Ayat-ayat Cinta and now this...Butterfly. What a weekend. :]

2008-04-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

Haha. Ok true. "Theres no reason for you to change your blog because of one person who is very 'kepo' and full of nonsensical question kan. Just remove the tagboard." Why didn't I think of that? Thanks uh liy.

I just wanna blog peacefully without people bothering. Nk bace, bace uh, aku tk kesah. Tapi jangan uh banyak mulot. Nk tanye mcm2. Malas nk layan. Lagi, susah sgt nk puas kan hati orang mcm tu. Betol tk leh diam. Peace eh.

But whatever it is, I'll blog on my private blog. I'll still blog here but not very often. I don't know. Let's see how it goes. :)

2008-04-18T08:39:00.003+08:00

Ewwww. Lurkers. Can't believe they're still around even after I've abandoned my blog for so long. Haha. Funny people. Anything contact me at friendster or myspace uh kay? Wanna know my private blog, hit me up on msn. Byeeeeee.

I'm sick and tired of dealing with immature, nosy, anonymous someone whose hobby is checking up on people. I guess thats what you love to do and I can't change you and your daily hobbies so I'm doing you a favour and abandon this blog again. Ugh!

Just leave me alone uh, can't you just read then get lost.
Or you don't understand?
Kan senang kau bace, lepas tu diam-diam blah. Tk boleh pe?

2008-04-17T12:48:00.004+08:00

I can't believe the moment I start blogging "this few" people notice. Like c'mon, you mean you always check on me 24/7 when am i gonna come back blogging? Oh c'mon, don't tell me, "i was just bloghopping" or blablabla. Seriously, and when I do really come back to blog, there must be some comments from "this few" people? I appreciate your well wishes but if you don't have something nice to say, better say nothing at all. The tagboard is there for a purpose, I KNOW. The purpose i put it up is for MY FRIENDS to tag, not for rude anonymous people. I don't mind anonymous people actually just the rude ones. Like i said, I don't appreciate rude comments and such. Thank you. :)

2008-04-16T17:04:00.004+08:00

Just thought I'll share some videos of Jason Mraz's new song. I must admit I love this one a lot, "Lucky" (above). I can't wait to her the original one though featuring Colbie. I also love his song "Butterfly" (below).

2008-04-14T11:21:00.007+08:00

Its been 7 days since i work my ass off. I've been trying to shed off a few pounds. For a start lets start with a few. LOL. I hate how people stereotyped you at a first glance. Not all actually, a few. Its really sad but what the hell. I don't give a damn what you think. I'm ME. Accept me for who i am or just FUCK OFF. My life is not about pleasing everybody.

You don't know me therefore I suggest you SHUT it.
Stop being mean and say stuff because FYI, you know nothing about me.
If you don't like me, save your comments to yourself.
I don't want to hear it. Alright? Peace!

2008-04-07T11:26:00.001+08:00

Day 1 of becoming a new me. haha.
You'll soon know what im talking about.

^_______________________^

After a long time

2008-03-24T16:27:00.011+08:00

Hello. I guess its time to update this dusty rusty blog. I've stop updating since I've got a new blog which I don't intend to make it public. Well, many things have happened lately. First off, I'm officially done with my last exam paper which took place on the 12th.

On the 14th and 15th of March, 7 of us, my brothers, sister and a few cousins and I attended ESQ training for teens which was sponsored by our dear aunts. Honestly, at first, my sister and I, we are one of a hell. We were fucking stubborn, making up excuses and stuff not to attend the training because we thought its a waste of time and money. Why not, cos its a few hundred bucks per person. Might as well, just give us the money and we can use it for something useful. Plus the training is from 7am - 7pm on both days. And we don't want to burn our Saturday. But well in the end, we attend it for the sake of our grandma, aunties, our parents. We learned a lot of things, get to know many people. It was a fruitful two-day experience which we honestly enjoyed very much. Weird but true. It has brought us to know the meaning of life. And to know the main duty of our life. There were tears and laughter during those two days. Haha. When I think back about it, I can't believe I actually survived a total of 24 hours.

17 March, a movie date with Iyl. After much anticipating, I finally watch Step Up 2. It was ehhh...okay. A bit of disappointment though, it could be better. There were too little of Channing Tatum. But overall, yeahhh...I guess it's okay to watch it.

19 March, I went shopping. Its been a while since I last shopped. Bought a few dresses. When I got home, I was surprised when my dad out of a sudden, gave me a Guess handbag, some tops, a dress and some makeup kit for me and my sister. It was very unusual of him. Haha.

21 March, Oooo Weeee! (Being sarcastic) I'm now what? Part of ESQ Alumni? Haha. We went to Raffles Marina at Tuas for some talk. My mum now attended the ESQ training for Executive and she told us she saw Suhaimi Yusof. Well apparently he joined ESQ too. Well, I'm sure some of you guys would be wondering what ESQ is all about. You should check it out.

ESQ is the Oxygen
ESQ is not a political organization.
ESQ is not NGO.
ESQ is like oxygen. It is neutral and colourless.
ESQ is an independant training center on human resources
development using the ESQ Way 165.

"ESQ stands for Emotional Spiritual Quotient. It is known to mankind that IQ (intellectual quotient) is a necessary tool, but EQ (emotional quotient) and SQ (spiritual quotient) are equally (if not more) important. These three will create knowledge, skill and attitude. IQ alone is insufficient to ensure success. The Institute of Carnegie discovered, out of ten thousand successful people, only 1500 (15%) resulting from technical competency, and 8500 (85%) are due to personality. The Institute of Carnegie discovered, out of ten thousand successful people, only 1500 (15%) resulting from technical competency, and 8500 (85%) are due to personality. So it's quite important to develop your emotional and spiritual quotient as well. The training is focused on personal development through the integration of the IQ, EQ and SQ, but pays special attention to the EQ and SQ. The integration of these values would contribute to increase and improvement of individual performance that would then lead to increase in productivity of the world."

Haha. Its a copy and paste information. Well, apparently, my family is very close to the ESQ network in Singapore. My grandma's brother manage the ESQ in Singapore so I have no choice. Sooner or later, I have to attend it. So I chose to do it now rather than later. Its all for our own good so why not.

So whats up with me now?

I'm planning to work. But I'm not quite sure yet. My aunt, who is a teacher is forcing me to go for a training to be a teacher. Haha. You got to be kidding me. I don't want to end up getting so stress up and end up in some mental hospital. I know, I know. Not all teacher will go berserk.

Let see ehhhh...Me? A teacher? Who knows...maybe one day. :D

Submission

2008-02-16T19:31:00.003+08:00

I've submitted my application for poly. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

And ooooh, i miss you too IYL. cheyy.
im sure kau msg semue orang kan. da guilty ahh.
STEP UP 2, ingat!

hahaha.

New Look

2008-02-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you just need a new fresh look for your blog, just so you will start blogging. I've been searching for new layout for my blog, but to no avail, theres none that i like. Ever thought of making one, but i have no more photoshop to make a new blog layout. So basically what i did is ripped off background layout from blogskins. Haha. WTF! Whoever did the background layout don't be mad eyy. :D

Guess what, I was so bored just now, I started doing notes and revising for my exams. Quite surprising eyy? Hah! Ok no.

Actually, I promise to accompany my friend for a job interview and then go shopping. But lazy me, I blow her off. Haha. I'm soooo soooo sooooo sorry. I promise I'll make it up to you. Kite go jln2 next time kayyyyyy?. :D

Its just that, once I start revising, I can't stop half way because chances are I wont be doing it went i get home or the next day and the following day....I dont know why...Its just me. ^-^

2008-01-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. Ira ask me to sign up for Meez and I did.
Above is an animation of a meez i made. Lol.
I made her do tektonik dance. Pretty cool. Yeah. Whatever.

I went to school today. Wow!
Well, I've made an attempt to come everyday and I'm gonna stick to it.
At least, i learnt something in school today. The sorting thingy on excel. It was pretty easy.
I miss a lot in school and I need to catch up. Take a step at a time. I have only 2 months of school left.

And I want to GRADUATE. End.

2008-01-26T16:50:00.000+08:00

I've been having a pretty hard time. But rest assure, I'm doing all good now. So yeah, I'm trying to get back on track. Don't wanna get all lost. Haha.

I really need a job. I need money. Bleahhh.
But not now cause I really really wanna finish my ITE first.

And yeah, now I'm currently obsessed with Big Brother USA. Thanks to Iyl for making me curious and got me checking out what its all about. I hate the twins. PERIOD. And I definately hate Diane and Drew together. Separate them apart please. Its getting on my nerves.

Finally a post after 2 months on hiatus.

2008-01-24T10:02:00.000+08:00

No more getting sick. Exams over. No more stressing.
Left with a PR project due in Feb & the final exam but that'll be in March.

And yeah, Step Up 2 is coming soon & I sure can't wait for it.
Haha.

I remember watching Step Up in the cinema 2 times with Iyl. Can't believe we have that much money to waste. Was it that great? I can't remember. But the finale was awesome.

Hopefully Step Up 2 is better!

Laugh

2007-11-08T13:59:00.000+08:00

Hilarious shit!
Its official. Old people are loved.
LMAO.

MSN

2007-10-21T10:02:00.000+08:00

I'm not using my old msn anymore. I dont know if it is because i've forgotten my password or someone hacked into my account and changed it. But i know its not definitely option A, i forget my password. So it's definitely gotta be someone hacking into my account. But anyhows, I dont care. I have too many strangers on my old account anyways. So yeah.

My new email is im.melly@hotmail.com.
Take note everyone! Okay, thanks! :)

Radar

2007-10-19T09:49:00.000+08:00

I hadn't been blogging for so long that i literally forgot the password to login. Bummer!
So how have I been?
Good, I must say.

Holiday is over now.
So its back to school and lets get down to business.

Raya celebration is not that exciting for me this year. I dont know. Maybe the lack of spirit to celebrate or maybe because many of the love ones are gone. I've only been to 5 houses in total.
I wasn't feeling well during both weekends and my parents decided to head back home early on both days.

But the thing that made me happy is to see my nieces & nephews that i haven't seen for years.
They were babies when i last saw them and now they're little brats.

I miss this little German brat, Adrian. He's so cute.

say blood

2007-09-18T12:16:00.000+08:00

this kiddo is sooooo cute like seriously.
his pronunciation of the word blood is so adorable.
i know. i know. its not funny. don't laugh people. :)

tired & hungry

2007-09-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

6th day of fasting went smoothly.
damn i'm good. lol.

Britney Comeback

2007-09-06T18:15:00.000+08:00

Britney Spears debuts Gimme More single is pretty good.
Not that bad. Not that amazing but good.

Click NEXT for more...

Gimme More: Download Here (Right Click + Save Target)
Gimme More (Remix): Download Here(Right Click + Save Target)

2007-09-03T13:19:00.000+08:00

i just got back from holiday.
i've got a lot to say but i'm too tired right now.

oh and yeah.
i've just listened to BSB's new single " Inconsolable" and i'm loving it.
too bad kevin left the band.

Download Here (Right Click + Save Target)

whateverrrrrrrrrr

2007-08-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

Many events have been happening. First the NDP that is now over and done with. Then the alumni event. The NDP thank you party. I shan't elaborate more. Haha. Next is the weekend cruise that I'm going, just me and my sis and a trusted guardian. Lol. Can't wait because it'll be just us girls with no 'parental' guidance. Haha. I'm a little worried about that now. Well, its actually a birthday treat and since its free, we can't reject it but accept it. Who the hell rejects a free vacation. Next to worry about is the examination. 2 weeks left. Study, study, study.

Haha. But whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. -roll eyes-

I love this girl. She's fucking adorable with her face expression and all.
Check out the vid. =)

Nokia BL-5C

2007-08-18T08:19:00.000+08:00

Consumers with a BL-5C battery subject to this advisory should note that all of the approximately 100 incidents have occurred while charging the battery. According to Nokia's knowledge this issue does not affect any other use of the mobile device. Concerned consumers may want to monitor a mobile device while charging that contains a BL-5C battery subject to this product advisory.

Those of you using Nokia, pleace check the battery you're using before your handphone explodes. LOL.

http://batteryreplacement.nokia.com/batteryreplacement/en/

2007-08-09T10:30:00.000+08:00

alright, ill update.

lets see. i just turned 18. i feel old. my birthday wish is to stop getting sick. ggrr!
today is a big day for me. and im getting really nervous because its the actual day and if i screw up, its gonna be sooooooooooooo bad. plus its LIVE and this time its not just the spectators who's watching but the viewers at home too and im feeling sooooooo not okay at this moment of time. ok bye.

Flu bugs

2007-07-24T10:07:00.000+08:00

I'm on medical leave.

Peace.

To I Know Who & You know Who: Figure out the song on my blog yourself. Muahahaha!

BBB The Movie

2007-07-19T18:38:00.000+08:00

SINGfest 2007!

2007-07-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

After much harrassment by almost everyone. The much speculated SINGFest in Singapore in celebrations of the National Day is finally confirmed.

Pet Shop Boys are headlining the festival to be held at Fort Canning Park on August 8 and 9. Among the top headliners are Cyndi Lauper and The Stranglers.

Other bands that are looking forward playing are Avenged Sevenfold, MXPX, Gym Class Heroes, The Academy Is..., Cobra Starship, Hinder, Crowned King, The Noisettes and Sasha Bach Band!!

Holla to The Great Spy Experiment (Singapore) and One Buck Short (Malaysia) for representing!

DETAILS:
Date & Time: August 8 (4pm - 11pm), August 9 (12 noon - 11pm)
Venue: Fort Canning Park, Singapore
Tickets: ON SALE at Sistic oulets!

Early Bird booking before AUG 1 - $150 (1 Day Pass)

Bookings between AUG 2 - AUG 7 - $175

Tickets can be bought at the door but it'll cost you $200!!

Pissed.

2007-07-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

I bet their performing right now as I blog at home all alone. FCUK!
I wanted to go perform for NE Show today but I'm still not recovering yet.
And I have been imagining the worst that could have happened if i did stubbornly go ahead and perform. I'm sick of getting sick. Seriously.

Here's a clip of the performance.
Its blur but whatever.
Ignore the talking in the background, its my sis.

suckiest week ever

2007-07-13T09:33:00.000+08:00

i've been having endless headaches these days. and the doctor says im having some dehydration dfgdkhmpdhmpjeh wtf. idk. and then the ulcers in my mouth kept bugging me. i have so much trouble talking cos i swear its sooooo fucking fucking pain! i need to go eat panadol and drink a lot a lot a lot of water. ugh! i hate medicines. wtf.

2007-07-03T18:25:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since I've last went to ECP.
Yesterday was great. The food and bbq-ing and all.

School is gonna start soon and I've yet to finish up my projects.

2007-07-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday NDP rehearsal went great except that we didn't get the chance to wear the silly outift yet or have the chance to get use to the pyro thingy. Anyway, I really think the display was splendid. Haha. I don't know about the rest but ours is the best. The Soka display was marvellous too. Next week will be the last combined rehearsal and then the start of NE shows, I and II, Preview and then the big thing. Thats really fast.

& school holiday is going to end soon. That sucks.
What I did at home is just searching songs & more songs. Pathetic? Maybe.
But who cares, I get bored with songs too fast so I need new ones so I wont get bored.
Like the malay song by the indonesian couple, Acha & Irwansyah "Ada Cinta", it bores me already. And now I'm kinda hooked to their new one "Menerima Kau Pergi". Haha.

Ok, enough with that. I'm gonna have an early sleep today. Toodles.

2007-06-21T11:36:00.000+08:00

holiday bores you to death because you have nothing to do or otherwise.

see any differences here? LOL.
i will keep changing my layout till i am satisfied with it. hoho!
maybe i will stick to this and see how long it will last.
ok bye. im going to go out now and have 360 degrees of fun!

weeeeeeeeeeeeee~

M.I.A?

2007-06-16T12:59:00.000+08:00

i've been missing in action long enough. just to let you know im alright and that is if you want to know that is. i've been having some financial problem lately and have to work. i'm sorry if i don't get back at you. i have no money to top up my handphone YET. and there have been a lot of things going on in my life. ggrrr! sorry. i hope everyone would really understand.

2007-06-10T11:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday was okay. we get to watch the parachuters. helicopters doing some 'stunts'. basically everything. we practiced the finale dance for the first time. it was fun. free ice cream. free shirt.

i'm out of words. i'm lazy to post actually.

whatever.

2007-06-08T20:06:00.000+08:00

".....i view her profile whenever i'm online..bcos she's an inspirational to me."

inspirational? me? you gotta be kidding uh kan. haha.

you make my day lah. -roll over the floor laughing-

2007-06-03T20:06:00.000+08:00

a new layout for my blog that is almost dead.

yesterday NDP practice was a fun one. we get to practice our "piece" at marina bay platform for the first time ever and it was a great experience throughout. i admit i was a bit nervous although its just a practice and i can't imagine being nervous on the real event in front of the crowds. im a sucker when it comes to facing crowds. i don't know. its in the genes i guess. lol. and we had free KFC meal during breaktime. i'm not much of a fan when it comes to KFC. i end up bringing the meal home and let my mum and brother eats it. i just had the mashpotato, so yeah. the only thing that i will buy at KFC is the mountain dew drink or maybe the cheese fries. hah!

and right now, im getting the cramps again because, me, being so enthusiatic did the practice like as though its the real thing. HAHA.

ok bye. i've got a lot of things to do.

ps: i made this layout. ^^

another random shits

2007-05-30T17:24:00.000+08:00

i realized that i have not been doing much talking lately.
i realized that i have been skipping school and not regular in my attendance.
i realized that i have been moody and all.
i realized that i have been getting sick a lot these days.
i realized that i have not been taking my medicines when i am supposed to.
i realized that i have not been updating my blog.
i realized that i have been dreaming quite a lot.
i realized that i have not been myself lahhhhh.

Whatever lahh. o.O